Wednesday, June 29, 2011

The road to a dream.......

The anticipation of living a dream moment is ecstatic...It gives you a sense of tranquility with bouts of maddening zeal! A feeling beyond words. It is approaching those moments which reinforce your beliefs in life and all the beautiful things it offers.
Such times make you appreciate and love the journey, times which make you realise that creating these moments is a gift in itself,the road to a dream is as beautiful as living the dream!
Its like making your favorite curry with a pinch of everything you love; the spices, the flavours, the ingredients and perhaps even the ambience of the place where you prepare it! The curry wouldnt be half as nice if it wasnt the process you enjoyed as much!
Life is just like that curry. Dream moments wont be half as wonderful if the journey wasnt complimented by myriad emotions; stirring,quietening,rising and mellowing! :-)
And so the road ahead,towards and beyond this milestone.....bliss!:-)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Nothing but Nothingness.....

What is white without a black? Nothing but nothingness.....
What is love without a fear? Nothing but nothingness........
What is real without a fake? Nothing but nothingness....
What is smile without a tear? Nothing but nothingness.....
What is something without a nothing? Nothing but nothingness....
What is life without choices to make? Nothing but nothingness...

What is companionship without loneliness? Nothing but nothingness...
What is loyalty without a cheat? Nothing but nothingness....
What is peace without uneasiness? Nothing but nothingness...
What is honesty without deceit?Nothing but nothingness....
What is strength without a weakness? Nothing but nothingness...
What is something without a nothing? Nothing but nothingness......
What is life without choices to make? Nothing but nothingness......

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Soul and some searching......

Soul : You know what!!! You really need to let me be. You need to let me do things I love, be what I want to be, say things I want to say, let me love, let me breathe, stop trying so hard Madhusha Dash!!!!
Madhusha : Ahaaaan!! You've been real active since I've read the conversations with god.I can feel you stirring and quitening every now and then lately. Whats the deal little soul? :)
Soul : Uhh! you think you're funny ?? Woman! Now you'll be that book for years and be sure that its a wonderfull thing that happened to you.And hell yes! It is a wonderful thing that happened to you. But can you hear me??? I mean, are you really listening to ME?
Madhusha: Excuse me!! I thought we're friends..Which implies I listen and talk to you.
Soul: Excuse ME! We're one! You are all about me and I'm all about you.You talk to me because you LOVE talking, talking endlessly, you talk to me when there's noone else to talk to . Thats mean and unfair ( to yourself by the way). I deserve more time, you deserve more time.
Madhusha: Arrey! But you make me do crazy stuff! Like! My sister's been teasing me about the gen next leader thing for a while now. I feel like a bit of a rebel at times. Hell!! People think I'm naive....Ok yeah! I am a little naive I guess....but still...letting you be you is a tough job baby! You know! You can be inappropriate sometimes.
Soul: Come on! Dont you just love being that............

Falling and hurting yourself, Then watching the scars fade away.......................
Having questions and searching for answers. Finding them unfold slowly.........
Searching for a great book to read for years and then finding one that answers so many of your questions.........
And before those questions are answered completely, finding a new set of questions to delve upon......
Looking at the sky above and see the clouds floating. Knowing I can take you there and let you float with them for hours before you come home....
Doing endless research on soulmates and knowing theres an answer waiting for you somewhere down the line....
Looking around the greenery and knowing this beauty is here to last forever....
Dodging , avoiding, skipping, punching, pushing, squashing problems before you finally look straight through them and know its all in your head!
Knowing you're all about me and its always better when we're together....hmmmmmmm....its always better when we're together.....somewherwhere in between together...

Madhusha: Excuse me! Stop! Whats with singing this song suddenly. You're wierd. incoherent. huh!
Soul: Excuse ME! Dont you do this.... like... so so many times in the middle of an intense discussion?
Madhusha: Oh ya! I do! I'm sure its you playing tricks! People must be thinking I'm crazy. Thats why you're inappropriate.
Soul: But doesnt that more often than not, make the conversation lighter....doesnt it sort things out of nowhere....
Madhusha: (Silence)
Soul: Hmmmmm....Finally :)
Madhusha: Soul..... I feel sleepy talking to you. Is it because you're boring?
Soul: Ummm....no maybe because you know I dont judge you......and you feel at peace with me....maybe I give you inner peace :)
Madhusha: Yaa....Could be.... inner peace...heheheh....yawwwwwwwwwwn!! Hearing you speak is like a lullaby....:) I think I love you...We'll talk about setting you free again....But then thanks for letting me finally have the courage to speak my mind, say the truth even if its a little uncomfortable intitially, in the long run truth helps...really helps, you help, you're actually the real me, I really dont feel scared when I'm you...you are synonymous to truth ...and love ....but I need to keep reminding myself that you're me and I'm you...thats a little tough...everyone around me has random ideas....I feel uneasy in the middle of those opinions....but you've found me a lot of like minded friends also...so you obviously are doing your bit....actually you're right...i can maybe set you free and let you be you....and be me....we're actually better together :)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Faith and people who give meaning to it....

I read somewhere that public declaration of an emotion increases it manifold.It is blessed by those present and adds to its meaning even more :)

Right from days of nescafe :) to talking endlessly about everything under the sun, studying together, fighting, making up and just being there,unconditionally........

Growing together and knowing how it is to grow together. Blessed are people who experience that. When I introspect, you truly make me believe.

I have very slowly and subtly realised that some of my defining moments in life had you and continue having you. Sometimes hurting me, sometimes protecting me, sometimes scaring me and sometimes helping me get over fear.

Friendships that last and last through so much turmoil, yet with such beauty that the word faith gets a new meaning to itself.

Thanks for being my faith in times of doubt, my strength when I feel weak, my company when I'm lonely, my punch bag when I'm angry, my guide when I'm lost, my comedy store when I'm bored and my friend at every tick of the clock.

Everytime life puts a question mark on friendships, our relationship gives me solace. It took me years to understand this, the strength of an individual comes from their peaceful quititude, their unwavering presence and their infinite love. And the strength of a relationship comes from the strength of the individuals involved.

I write this with the deepest part of my soul believing the strength of this friendship and its sanctity. God bless you for being the person you are and continuing to strengthen my belief in friendship.May this grow till the end of time......

"There are people who breeze through your life,
And then there are those who give meaning to it.........

This one's for a friend who's been there without questions, without conditons and without expectations.Its almost like reading pages from a best seller, but then I believe its such people who give meaning even to those best sellers......